Sometimes, i admire ppl who are rich and ppl who haf close family relationship.As in my life, i was being bullied by my older brother when i was in primary school and my hatred against him is very deep , i haf almost sealed the wound.butsomeone tend to kick me without reasons that make the wound open again.i try to control myself le but no matter how much i tell ppl to stop it, they just couldnt listen.For example,during teacher day rehersal , i was helping to carry the drum set and adriel and the group pissed me off.I given them warning and they tend to pissed me off again.Adriel gt hurt by me when i went berserk.
i felt that i am living in another dimension where only i exist.As ppl have mp3, mp4,brand new hp and psp to talk about, WAD CAN I TALK ABOUT!!!! Now i will haf to wait for my result to get a new phone which i waited for decade le la. Knn i really dunno wad to do, already so poor and ppl try to piss me off. God help me la.
Now because of someone, i have to escape from my birthdae as over the years, i haf only celebrated once as i noe my parent already work so hard for my study and does not haf extra money to spend on, even my parents brithdae too. Every birthdae , i haf to cry on my own bed and blame of myself for being in this family and born in that time. i think i am worse that the poor african kids as they can haf kind ppl to celebrate for them.THAT WHY I DUN WAN TO CELEBRATE AND REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAE.